Cheryl Cole's tears over love rat Ashley

The X factor judge wipes the tears from her cheeks when Britain's got talent judge piers asks you if you still have feelings for your ex-husband love rat.

Sobbing Cheryl answers: "it is a big part of my life a part of us that it is always love werden.Er."

Also says my life is like a soap opera, but adds: "there is no soap opera, it's my life."

And Cheryl says piers everything you wanted to do was after her marriage broke run away.

Cheryl also features the show which will air on Saturday at 10 am on ITV1, talk about their fight malaria and how you thought you wanted to die.

The Geordie star, 27, also shows how made a will as you thought, your days counted.

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Cheryl Cole now a red head and loving it

Cheryl showed their new style as telling your girl singer marched in the studios confident: "right, Let's kick some *!"

Star, 27, after marriage, rat England footballer Ashley Cole love learn finally about decided on the dye job makeover explains the Court on Monday.

Their lawyers file absolute at the earliest opportunity to decree a ?40, six weeks after a decree nisi was granted.

Friends said Cheryl's new hair color was your way of marking the occasion and tells the world: "I'm back!"

The transformation came hours after tearful Cheryl about their marriage suffer said, incredibly insist she STILL loves Chelsea ACE Ashley, 29.

Described him as "a really nice guy," add: "If we get this obstacle, I hope we can be friends again."

"Part of me will love him."When I look back at you now I feel only deaf."I was heartbroken to be used, so close we."

In a TV interview with Piers Morgan Cheryl would also said as you feared, die malaria by ordering.

The illness forced you to appearances axe and Cheryl said: "I thought, 'If I die I will die soon' because I was in so much pain."

The X factor judges admitted public anger you understood after you dumped singer Gamu Nhengu now facing deportation to Zimbabwe.

Cheryl said: "I can understand why people are so angry about sind.Leute have their own Meinungen.Wenn I just was there from the other side would I get the TV screen."

The interview also featured Cheryl's mother Joan, said your shock if you your daughter was realized so sick.

Cheryl's X factor boss Simon Cowell and your girls aloud bandmates were also.

It will be displayed on ITV1 Morgan's life stories series next Saturday as part of the pier.

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Cheryl Cole on Piers Morgan - the unedited stuff

The X factor judges, 27, said still "numb" felt as you have your divorce of love rat football player said.

In an emotional interview with Britain's got talent judge Cheryl said: "I was a heartbroken Mädchen.Ein part of me will love him."

She added: "we had a great marriage, the fantastic wedding but I don't know just where it went wrong."

"Once through all obstacles we hopefully we friends can be."

But you refused to say whether dancers Derek Hough was your new love.

She said: "I am not confirmed or denying something."

"People may think he is my friend, people may think he's my best friend."

The Geordie also talked about the recent backlash against its decision not to set Gamu Nhengu the X factor shows through life, insist the right decisions with Katie Waissel and Cher Lloyd had made.

But she said, she was sad that Gamu deportation was facing to Zimbabwe.

Telly beauty wept also revealed how you almost died was malaria in Africa by the ordering party – describe your condition as "touch and go".

She said: "it was ernst.Ich really thought I would die."

"All I thought was, if I was to die, please let it be soon."

The interview also featured clips from her mother Joan Callaghan, explaining how it when your daughter realized was taken her so sick.

And many of the spectators were in tears for inclusion in the London Studios.

Diana Lyons, 26, said: "the whole interview was very emotional, spoken like Cheryl about your life in the last few years."

"Everyone felt as you described how her marriage to Ashley had exploded for you."

"Said would 'only heartbroken' felt after finding out about Ashley fraud and then go through your divorce - and approved part of it still him loved."

"But was careful with their words and not offend Ashley."

"She spoke more about how the experience that made her feel what went through my head at the time and how you leave it."

Add Diana: "Cheryl said almost died of malaria and was more bad when someone had realized at the time."

"You said, it was so bad that doctors for a while thought it was touch and go whether you would survive."

"Even said, thought would die and felt me so badly that she hoped it would pass quickly."

"You could see, how hard it was for you to experience how wines was you while you talked about the experience."

Recordings of Cheryl's X factor boss Simon Cowell, Derek, and Cheryl's girls aloud bandmates were also shown.

Who new red Cheryl - locks sported as you, the X factor studios for samples arrived this morning - the Cowell said: "I have a connection to him like no one else."

"He is one of the most important people in my Leben.Er gets just me."

Bandmates Nicola Roberts and Kimberley Walsh support offered for Cheryl by that sitting in the audience in the vicinity.

Saw for the future and discussed their careers on the X factor in Britain and America, as Simon is preparing to start the show.

But also admitted you missed a "normal" girl who say: "sometimes I feel completely caught."» "«I can not only go back to Newcastle and floors and ugg boots put on tracksuit.»

Cheryl's hour-long episode of Piers Morgan's life stories will air on ITV1 on Saturday, October 23 at 10 pm.

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